Hmmm...

I was in a pretty good mood today, like, a really good mood.  This was of course until I came to school and walked in on two girls talking about me, and how I "creep them out" because I might "secretly watch them".  I think my favourite was "well, she can find someone else to think about at night".  Sigh.  I have a message to you if you ever read this (you know who you are). I don't want you.  I wouldn't want you in a million years, and frankly, with a career in modeling I have much better looking people to think about.  You're a fake, have been a fake since the day I've met you, the only thing real about you are your hips, and sorry hun, no matter how hard you work those aren't going anywhere. I know exactly how much you talk behind my back about how "gay" I am for you.  I'm sorry, I didn't realize that you were so homophobic, and please make sure to say something when I can hear you so that I can have you kicked off campus for sexual harassment.  Heaven forbid that a gorgeous lesbian should come along...you'd have a heart attack from being paranoid.

Now that I'm done, this brings the question "Why are women (and men) so uneasy about being around bisexual or homosexual people?".  This has always stumped me.  They say "well, they'll hit on me or come onto me" but a heterosexual woman doesn't hit on every guy, and a heterosexual man doesn't hit on every woman (well...the majority anyways :P), so why would we hit on every person? (I have a type, you know!).  Isn't it possible for us to like people based on personality as well?  For example, the chick I yelled at above could be the hottest person on earth, but I wouldn't date them because they're a paranoid idiot who feels good by putting others down.  (She of course really isn't hot, and in fact is hawkish looking, but whatever.)

All the above said, I'll look at a hot chick if she walks by, and might mildly think about things, but really, it's only normal.  One thing most people fail to mention is how those of us who are Bisexual and Homosexual are generally more sexual people (I'm not pulling this out of my ass, there are a lot of studies referencing this).  It makes sense to think about it as well. We've dealt with different attractions, and have had to decide whether we would conform to the pressures of society, or embrace these attractions.  Bisexuality and Homosexuality really are sex-based attractions initially, as there is no hope of reproduction (well, nowadays there is) but they can grow and change to emotional and deep attachment attractions over time.  Even with this, people should get over themselves and realize that we're just people.

Big Sigh